Hi I’m back. It’s easy to excuse oneself from duty. What I’ve noticed writing this blog is that there is an opportunity to critique the gravity of my undertakings. Just writing about my work makes me aware of how small my concerns can be. That I write of my exploits makes me want to make them more important. My attitudes become more visible. It’s a challenge to unconsciousness. Who wants to say that they wish to loaf all day or watch TV? So I’m called to look bigger. I get a chance to call out my smallness and stand for a bigger problem. Aliveness lives next to risk. I feel lazy to risk. I’m going back to sleep…what’s on the tube.